Hey, darling. My name is Juliana, I am almost eighteen, I am a huge fan and I want to tell you how you helped me in so many ways even though you don't even know me. Actually, no drama, I think you saved my life. Hope I am not annoying you. Like a lot of teenagers over the world, I have been fighting against my demons. In my case, I had anorexia for three years(and then fighted a lot against binging), have had depression and self harmed for a long time and was diagnosed two years ago with borderline personality disorder. I know(and that's something I didn't accept some years ago) I am not the only who suffers. Actually, my pain may be the weakest pain in this world, I don't know. I met the distillers in 2010, when I developed my eating disorder. A friend send me Sick Of It All and I loved it. It was like, oh god, that's what I feel. I love this woman. The Distillers and Spinnerette were my life soundtrack in the hard moments and I swear, I wouldn't have done it without your music, your lyrics, your story. When I read about your story(even though we never know whats truth or not, since the media can be such a liar), I felt so good. Then I realized I was not the only girl suffering in this world(duhr, such a stupid and selfish teen). And the more I read about you, the more I admire you. Here's something more that changed my life last months: I read you maintain your beautiful body eating clean and healthy and working out. Since I got better from anorexia, I developed a kind of binging disorder. I decided eating healthy and clean and, a month and a half ago, I started running. That's something I would never think I would like, but I love it. Plus, kids are the things I like the most in life(don't know if you saw it, but that baby singing oh the joy is my friend's little son). I love to see how good mom you are and how much you love your kids. One of my biggest dreams is to be a mom and I get really worried as well about bringing a child into this world full of bad things and bad persons and war, hunger, violence. I get worried as well with the possibility of having depression again(since I am now taking medication and would probably have to stop it). But being a parent is about love. And I think(i don't know, i am not a mom) it's worth it. And all those little things that made me a better, less selfish and mature person I gave it from your music, the interviews I read of you. A few months ago you answered me on instagram, saying everybody goes through bad moments and there's always a way. EVerytime I think I just can't do it anymore, I go there and read it. You are very, very important for me. My new life's soundtrack is the musics you already released of the new album and the musics that are coming soon. Awesome songs for a better time in life. Hope I didn't bother you. Hope you read this as well. Last, I don't want to sound intrusive, but I want to ask you if you are feeling better right now. I think it's kinda selfish send you a message about my story and how you helped me and don't ask this, but you may don't like it since you don't know me. Thank you for everything. Just want you to know you saved my life and I will be forever grateful for you. And that my life dream is to hug you. I think I would cry my soul hahaha Come to Brazil! That's my dream! Lots of love xxx Juliana